"Blue Hydrangea" reminds me of the serenity and peace that came along with the friendship. It makes me think of having had them a part of my childhood, through my teenagehood all the way until now, and then losing them. Yeah, this song makes me think of someone I recently lost. So yes, this song also makes me think of death! Note: when I say someone I recently "lost", I don't mean we cut ties or our friendship waned and died on its own - I mean that I actually lost this friend, in death. My explanation doesn't really make sense but, to me, it does. Sometimes when I listen to this song, I can imagine us running straight to each other in an open field, and embracing. If he came to me right now, I would run to him. The chorus makes me think of my friend so much, that if he called me right now, I would go visit him. and the feeling of loneliness that comes along with that. Then in the middle of the song, I am reminded of the price that comes with growing up and finding your own place in this world. The "Where did you go?" part always gets to me because when you lose someone, don't you find yourself asking that question? And the "the girl you used to call the queen of New York City" part: the friend I'm talking about loved NYC he always said that. This song also reminds me of the care-free and beautiful friendship we had. The song reminds me of the simple days, the times where everything was just. I hope writing it has helped her too.Yeah, this song makes me think of someone I recently lost. I resonate a lot with the isolation that pervades this song. "Yet still inside,I felt alone for reasons unknown to me," is a line that personally hurts because I do feel alone on a deeper level than most people can really understand. Ever since listening to 'Swan Song',I look back on some of her songs as if she's talking to her older self,and when she says she'll run to them if they call,she conveys this willingness to forget everything she is right now to salvage who she used to be,maybe before what feels like depression overcame her. The world doesn't seem right to her anymore,and she only feels truly connected to her memories. It makes me think she's not just missing people or places but feelings and a state of mind she used to have.
This song always puts me in this humble,sad mood where I feel disconnected from everything and everyone around me,and what I feel from it is a longing for the past in general. My InterpretationI don't like to think of this as describing specifically a past relationship. He will always inspire me." I don't think she was lying. A while ago she said "I will always love the same man. I think Old Money is a metaphor with double meaning: her music often talks about the life of the rich and famous, but on another more personal level, maybe OM refers to a past love-the one from many of the other songs.
She's never known why, but I think she is happy, since it has shaped her music and who she is in general. She's always been unique and had this longing for something, as she has said many times. She references her love for her parents, and how even though she should feel loved and such, she still feels alone. She wants to be known for her career and artistry, not her looks. Sunset, small town-I'm out of time." This is either a song about made up people who are older and have lived their lives, looking back at the past, or a song about her currently, growing older and feeling old, missing her youthful past. Even though they are broken up and in the past, she obviously still loves him, because at any call in the blink of an eye, she would come running back to him. Y&B is told from the present looking at the future, and OM is told from the present (or, the future of Y&B) looking at the past. I love this line: "So is the girl you used to call the Queen of New York City." It's a bittersweet song, and a great counterpart to Young & Beautiful. She asks where he's been, since the happy times feel so long ago. The kids who were young and pretty, I believe, are Lana and her lover, as we later find out. My InterpretationIn the beginning, she is just listing things that remind her of a past life/love, maybe, which are all images that paint a nostalgic, sad picture of happier times in our heads. If you change your mind, I'll come, come, come But if you send for me, you know I'll comeĪnd if you call for me, you know I'll run
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